90 Day Fiancé‘s Mahogany Roca got candid with her Instagram followers on July 26, giving a rare glimpse into her life after the loss of her late husband, Ben Rathbun.

Mahogany Roca and Ben Rathbun appeared on Season 5 of 90 Day Fiancé: Before the 90 Days, which featured the couple dating after they met online. While fans questioned the couple’s longevity due to their 30-year age gap, the couple announced that their wedding was set for February 2024 during an episode of 90 Day Diaries.