Jen Hatmaker isn’t holding back in her new memoir. In Awake, the HGTV star lays out exactly what led to her shocking split from her husband of almost three decades, Brandon Hatmaker. It’s the first time she’s done so publicly.

The former husband and wife starred in My Big Family Renovation, flipping houses for large and growing families, years before their divorce in 2020. Not only that, but they cofounded an evangelical church in 2008. Jen went on to become a Christian author and influencer, although her more recent circumstances have led her to take a break from services.