Jordon Hudson has experienced an identity “erasure” while dating Bill Belichick.
The 24-year-old ruminated on her relationship in an emotional letter where she announced she was withdrawing from her cheerleading team.
In the note, obtained by the Washington Post Tuesday, Hudson issued an apology to her teammates while thanking them for “tolerating … baggage” from her headline-making romance.
She acknowledged that her fellow cheerleaders didn’t “ask for … interlopers at practice, the subsequent media exploitation [and] the lack of dependability.”
The pageant competitor continued, “I can’t thank you enough for the sense of grounding you have provided for me during a difficult period in my life.
“During this time, I have faced a slow, exterior erasure of my strong, individual identity,” Hudson added, noting that thanks to her team “embracing” her, she was able to remain “intact.”
Her and Belichick’s May-December connection went viral in March 2024 — and Hudson’s message was dated nine months later.
She cited an “inability to prioritize” the BlackOuts team amid “scheduling conflicts” as her reason for quitting.
“I hope you can all understand that my absences were symptomatic of my commitment to put the needs of my other ‘(teams)’ above my own needs for recreation,” she claimed. “Selfishly, I always would have preferred to be in the gym, with all of you, doing what I love: cheerleading.”
The choice was not made “suddenly or lightly,” Hudson insisted.
Her flyer position, notably, was set to be taken over by someone with a “rightful commitment to reliable practice.”
Since the December 2024 letter, Hudson has had a busy year with Belichick.
She attended the Super Bowl, took a romantic Valentine’s Day trip, rang in Belichick’s 73rd birthday and competed in the Miss Maine USA pageant.
Last month, the duo catapulted into headlines after Hudson interrupted the legendary NFL coach’s “CBS Sunday Morning” interview to shut down a question.
Not only was the viral moment widely panned by A-listers and athletes alike, but a report subsequently surfaced of Hudson playing an “instrumental” part in Belichick’s “Hard Knocks” docuseries episode getting scrapped.
Page Six hears that the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill coach has “handed” over his brand to his girlfriend.
“She is a constant presence. She is CEO of Belichick Inc. and wears every hat in the organization,” a source told us earlier this month of “amateur hour.”
Hudson has yet to address the scandal besides sharing pointed retweets defending her interview debacle.